The Brain

Hello people!

It has been waaaaaaaaaayyyyyyy too long since the last post.
I have been trying to get the photos I took in Japan ready, to start writing something.


Thanks to Sigma NEF and RAW files, it takes me a century to get them done!
Sigh.
But I will still stick to RAW especially, the image quality is so much different!



Deeply in love with this particular song.
I never get bored listening to it.
Well, maybe not yet?


It really gets me thinking everytime its being played.
Don't you find the lyrics so beautiful that you just wanna fall in love with Ed Sheeran.



It was funny that I once heard from the radio, saying that, Ed Sheeran... the songs very good but the muka a bit salah.

I was like wtf and I had to agree. No doubt.
But recently, he's so talented that I can't help not to fall for him you know!
His albums are all very amazing.

I will be loving you 'til we're 70And, baby, my heart could still fall as hard at 23And I'm thinking 'bout how people fall in love in mysterious waysMaybe just the touch of a handWell, me—I fall in love with you every single dayAnd I just wanna tell you I am 

So honey nowTake me into your loving armsKiss me under the light of a thousand starsPlace your head on my beating heartI'm thinking out loud 

That maybe we found love right where we are
When my hair's all but gone and my memory fadesAnd the crowds don't remember my nameWhen my hands don't play the strings the same wayI know you will still love me the same
'Cause honey your soul could never grow old, it's evergreenAnd, baby, your smile's forever in my mind and memory

He is so talented and written so many wonderful songs, at the age of.... TWENTY - THREE!
He's so young and talented!


Shyt man.... I feel so imbalance emotionally. So in love with him!


Alright. More sharing in the next post!

Time to get things done/straight! Fighting! ;)


:: regards ::


Rae

The Big-O-Daddy

It has been quite some time ago since I didn't listen to mandarin songs. I was youtube-ing, and I saw Gary Chao's interview on the TV programmes recently. 

I was kind of.... Attracted. 

For your information, I was crazy catching up with "Dad! Where are you going?" 

It's a Chinese TV series based on original South Korean Reality show. 

Well, I was actually watching the Season 2 right away without catching up with the Season 1. 

Basically, no one in Season 1 attracts me besides Jimmy Lin.

OMG! He is such a talent. Singer cum Top 10 rally racer. 

True fact: He's so handsome he doesn't look like he's 40 odd at all! Ahah! 

Definitely, the TV series is highly recommended! 

So much more to learn from it even though it's for entertainment purposes. 

How successful are the Mom & Dad and how much effort they have spent in raising their kids. 

How much influence can the parents bring to children.

And you think raising a kid is as easy as getting pregnant then deliver and then feed them?

It's the process that matters. 

Someone as hot-tempered as Gary Chao turned out to be such a patient and loving dad. 

So that's the power of love I believe.

I never admire him to be honest. 

But I did listen to some of his hits. Years back.

Then, no news/sights of him already. 

Watching the TV series, looking his patience towards his kids. 

OMG. I swear I would have whack the kids to slumber already if I was in his position.

But what he did was really amazing. Truly inspiring. 

Alright, besides him. 

The next character I admire would be Feynman the little boy! 

So cute! 

It's funny how a 3-4 year old kid could understand his/her "mission" and complete the task accordingly. I guess, every kid could understand and do their own stuffs. 

It's just that the children these days are somehow rather so protected that they just ignored their own ability to learn or to even complete something on their own. 

I have always like kids. 

But I never thought to have them years ago....

I feel that its really difficult to raise a child with the economy these days.

Yada yada yada... I guess I'm just putting the blame on the economy whereby I'm the one who is unable to take up the responsibility to raise a kid and to encounter that kind of "pressure" that could literally bring you down to hell. Herh.

Enough of that, I went for something very entertaining yesterday.

It was a live show by several comedians.

Highlight of the show was Harith Iskander, the wellknown Malaysian Entertainer. 

Special guests were Dr Jason Leong (very young but entertaining newbie, award winning one okay!) and Papa CJ all the way from India.

Let's see if I could still remember some of the jokes, then I'll post it up tomorrow, hopefully, if the laziness doesn't take over me! =P

:: regards ::

RAe

PS: 15days to liberty! Can't wait! 

The Prayer

Could you feel the impact delivered by them?
Guide us with your grace...

So many things happening around.
My back is aching all the time!
I do need a massage... =|


Praying that things could sort out for me asap.
I do not wish to live the days with fear....

The suei-est things always come together at once.
Why la like that?


Everyone around me seems to have problem with the relationship or financially.
Worst still, it appears at the same pace!



I have to start thinking straight as to which is the priority in life already.
Do this or that?
This or that?

That or this?



Nah, I just want beach!!



:: regards ::


RAe



PS: 28 days to go! Gasping!

The Try-out

Every songs by Colbie Caillat are reminders...



The wedding dress

The whole world is getting married.

AHA! 

The first thing that pop out in my mind: SO EARLY?! ?

Nah, it's too mainstream. =P 

Some people can really spend over few hundred K's just to get married.

From the wedding dresses to the shoes. 

Then pre-weddings in overseas.

Then? 

Garden ROM.. Actual day.. Wedding dinner.. 

The photography.. videography.. 

Not to miss, the wedding ring? and the proposal ring? 

Aren't they supposed to be the same? 

Of course, the honeymoon, just before the honeymoon, the proposal! 

Some people don't even have the chance to fill up the stomach, 3 times a day. 

Worst still, some people are diagnosed with some diseases, causing difficulty to enjoy life, even worst, don't even have the ability to take care of themselves.

Could you simply understand how they feel? 

They tried so hard to be normal person... 

To eat normally and especially not to be dependent. 

Do they even have the option? 

It's so unfair... 

I know, you're definitely gonna mumble that yet, I go for holidays. 

The last trip was... 

Philippines in April. 

Eh no, Sabah.. But that wasn't overseas! 

Counting down to 2months from now!! 

I need A SUPER LONG BREAK.

Yeah. I definitely miss Aussie much.. 

Honestly, I am figuring if I could make it happen to migrate to Aussie. 

Probably stay with Nick when he has a house there. 

Then I could just be a parasite there? Hehehe.

Such a dreamer. 

I just wanna live I'm living. 

How would you define your life? 

Are you living when you're still breathing? 

What do you want in life? 

What would you want to achieve so that when you look back in your past, 

you would say: I can't believe I did that! Instead of, I wish I did that...! 

I'm still living in my comfort zone. 

Being able to stay at home for such a long time ever since I start working is splendid.

It's bless. 

Time to seek out for MORE in life.. 

Are you literally living?

:: regards ::

Rae

PS: 60 days to liberty! =D 

The Path

It's just another night
And I'm staring at the moon.
I saw a shooting star, and thought of you...





Could you see the way our horizons meet?
Be it the people around you, or the things/everything that are happening.
Are you enlighten that you should be appreciating the people and stuffs around you before everything is too late?


Do you think that, somehow rather, you deserve better?
Now, who doesn't want to have or own more things, better things in life?
Who doesn't want to be a Billionaire?




Can you see her fear?

If only being healthy is an option, who doesn't wanna be? 

Who would want to carry the oxygen tank whenever they go? 

Who would wanna be fighting with diseases when they could fight to have better livings? 

Perhaps, leaving to another planet together? 

There are too many uncertainties in life that would make you struggle. 

The attractions offered

The surroundings

The temptations

Could you stay firm to your ground, stick to what you wanted initially and move forward accordingly? 

:: regards ::

Rae

The Will

Everyone should be very well aware of the song above.
Don't you?

It must be a hell kind of truthfulness shown in the lyrics and adding up the lovely rhythm, everyone is in love with it.
Summing up that we are all the same kind of man.
Nobody else but human beings.


But still, variations instill in each and everyone of us.
Its just that we have a common ground for something.
Speaking of which, I can see many people around me wanted to go for some healthy food once in a while.
Then I realize how lucky for I am having healthy food almost everyday of my life!
And whenever I eat outside, I am only looking for unhealthy.


Damn hell of mentality.


There are certain people that gets very much contented with little things that happen.
Probably having a nice meal will make them thrill to the max.
Do you search for the kind of life whereby you continue doing the same thing for the next 20-30 years?
I wonder that could be me.


Well, get back to reality.
I don't have any burden for now even though I'm already 1 year in the society.
Time to really consider where its time for me to get a burden now... *yawn*



Time to go home!
Tomorrow holiday!
Yay!!!




Toodles!! =) Long weekend... Bliss =D





:: regards ::



RAe





PS : Hello cold weather! =D

The Dance

Lovers dance when they're falling in love.
I don't recall dancing with Mr. Ed before.
Does it mean that we're simply not in love with each other?


Seriously.
Everyone is tying the knot.
Don't you think that I want that too?

Duh. I already have my targeted age of marriage if you do know me well.
But that just not gonna happen.


Things happen for a reason.
Step out on your comfort zone.
You'll not grow if you stay put on the ground.


Up to date 11th June 2014, I've eaten a lot.
Many kinds of food.
Something that I do realize recently.
Something that I couldn't care less in the past.


The level of your life is strongly determined by the people you hanky panky around.
That you lingam around.


Speaking of which, I really wish to get some professional certs that could help me to put my feet in overseas.
Why limit yourself when there's so much more that you could do?


Perhaps, getting a vineyard/a barn and build yourself a villa and start managing on your vineyard/barn?
I'm a horsey!
Probably manage a horse yard and you might be surprised you could train/own a horse like The Secretariat?
The big red!



Dreams. Remain dreams.
I wonder when can I step out from all these and go over somewhere and be invisible for years.
I want to see aurora.
I want to see the peak.
I want to see Grand Canyon.
I want to see fishes but I don't wanna see Trigger fish. Asshole fish.


I want to go to those deserts and become a teacher for months over there!!



Girl with pea brain with big dreams. Ohhhmmm-nooomm--noooommms!


How about, owning a wedding isle along the beach/the barn? =D




:: regards ::



RAe




PS: Time to do more reading!