Pain in the Arse

The weather is killing me.
I'm slowly melting...
How nice if I could be with Mr. E now in the cold.
We're like.. 10k miles away from each other!

Never imagined that we would be so far apart thou.
The furthest distance I thought we would be is 300 miles.
Its... INTERESTING =)


FYP?  [checked]
Plant design II?  [checked]

All that's left?
1. FYP presentation
2. Food processing presentation


I'm kinda occupied for the week even though Mr. E is not around.
Have to go to campus tomorrow. Then dinner with "someone"
Have to go for 2nd interview on the next. Then shopping. Then dinner with another  "someone"
Friday....
Saturday... Shopping and makan date with another "someone"
Sunday... Mr. E's arrival =)




Is it me being limited of ideas or info to be shared?
Or is it that I'm just not in the mood for blogging?


To wrap it all up, I'M NOT READY TO GET INTO THE SOCIETY.

Take good care of yourself. 

Remember the Prada that you promised. =P

Weather, please be a little kinder and loving. 

Transfer some cold from your place please Mr. E. 

:: regards ::

RAe

Week 12 of the Final Semester

Marry Me by Jam Hsiao

Its really nice.
Everyone choose the path of life that they think is right for them.

Mine? Its the road usually taken.
Its already beginning of the month of April.
Its just slightly more than a month to go till the completion of my degree life.
Towards the adventure that I will be heading to in the mid of May.
Right after the last final exam that I will be taking.

Looking back at 2012.
I was being shredded hard. And awfully.
It is now still unbelievable.
For someone who was once so close and so real to me to have betrayed me.
And the butterflies I have after breakup?
They are "ehem". Indeed, I still have market. Surprisingly!
Rachel Ngiam, way to go! =)

They were still like a dream to me.
What a good actor some people can be!
It was just the morning that he hugged me and said sorry and stuffs.
And it was then the afternoon he becomes a complete stranger to me.
That's how scary a man could be.

Thanks for betrayal, I'm currently phobia to trust. To relationships perhaps?
Thank you Mr. E for the effort paid to comfort me to gain my trust.
Thank you for the lectures taught and time spent to everybody else.
Thank you for all the paid trips and meals people.
Heheheh.

Lessons are learnt =D
I'm now closer to my coursemates.
Which is somewhat an awesome feeling.
I'm glad. I'm elated.

Now I get to spend more time reading.
More time to spend with my family.
More time to meet and talk with different people.
But lesser time for dramas. =.="

Regards,

:: rae ::

with love

ps: The best is yet to come =)

January 2013

The beginning of the year was definitely interesting.
Life is definitely like a roller coaster.

There are ups and downs in life.
Mine? Perfecto!

Nah, imperfections are what that makes life even more beautiful and interesting =)

In order to stay in love, be lovable.


Its fate that the scary ones did what he did to me.
Well, thanks to him, according to Mr. E. herh.


Final semester is a pain in the arse.
But I'm appreciating and enjoying much that I get to spend time at home.
More time with people. The coursemates, the freakoz and the gang.
For this, I thank him for what he did. Else, I would not be who I am today =D
I would not know how much people around me care about me.
Even the least expected ones.
I didn't know that they concern about me that much. Like effin seriously.

Everything do happen for a reason.


The dates to remember Rachel Ngiam:

5th January 2013.
12th January 2013.
19th January 2013.
8th March 2013.
9th March 2013.
23rd March 2013.


Hey Mum, sorry that I need to loan that much from you.
I'm a pain in the ass daughter.
But I'll make sure everything pays off in the near future.
I don't wanna end my final semester, I don't wanna work.
But I can't wait for the adventure!


Life is full of unexpectedness. It's what that makes you worth living =)

Your shame. My dream.



:: regards ::



Rae


ps: The baby horsey. The baby mickey mouse =)

Yawn

I have been having a great time.
With great people around me.
Splendid moment every day and night with different people.
I'm lucky indeed =)


Thanks for all the love showered =D


:: regards ::


Rae

Sunshine!

Flashed back. I once called someone sunshine.
Ha! That moment of life was definitely a devastating ones.
Well, they are all flashed back memories for now.

Times have been both good and bad.
Thanks to the people who has been existing for this moment of life.
Human beings are definitely one meanie scary creature.

I ... practically ...
Ehem, all that I can say is, hanging out with those bunch of rich kids definitely opened up my eyes.
Can you imagine a 20 year old kid having a 1 year old child?
And the wife, is a Thai and she's in her 30s?
That's fascinating.

And, they are not registered husband and wife.
Ohhh ohhh! The world is of so much more for me to explore!

People come and go.
They are just meant to sabotage your life somehow and to mend you and then mold you into something else.
Better or worst? It definitely depends on your own preferences.
On who you want to become.

Whether you like it or not, that's the fact of life.









:: regards ::




RAe


ps: Loving him was Red! =P

Thanks

Thanks to the background of my studies, there must be an answer for everything.

The fact of life is, not everything has an answer.
You just have to accept that.

Went for a trip to Koh Samui & Hatyai with the relatives few days ago.
It was an awesome experience.
An awesome trip.


I am just too lazy to elaborate.
I'm tired. T.T



:: regards ::



Rae


ps: 丑陋的事实，陈诉得再唯美，终究是丑陋的。
而美丽的东西，再怎么丑化，那美丽的本质也不会因此而改变。

A better place called EARTH

Hard times had passed.
I'm getting better. Good =)
Most of the things have come to the senses now.
Everything made perfect sense.

Basically, what's done, is done.
I am welcoming the future with open arms.
Everybody around me loves me.
I know that for sure.

I love them too.
Owh I miss Dellynn Lim the Kuen much.
She's getting better over there in the East.
Can't wait to see her in Jan.
Too bad that I will not be able to spend much time with her over there in Jan.
Too bad.
Thanks to a dear friend.
There will be a chance, soon! =D

Many things are happening to me now.
Be it good or bad, they are happening.
And, its GooD =D



Till then, toodles! :P




:: regards ::



Rae