For the First Time

Everything that we're encountering each day, It's a God's Test.
The only thing that you can do is to go through each day with both determinations and courage.
Smile.. because things happen for a reason.


May is drawing near.
Congratulations Rachel Ngiam.
Your FYP presentation has been brought forward.
On this coming Friday.
God knows how much I'm afraid of Dr. Sim.
Well, have to do "extra" preparations then.


The Script, still the best! FTW!! =P


Times are hard, and its making us crazy.
But don't give up on me baby..




:: regards ::



RAe




ps: I'm in love with driving. Can I go for a long road trip?

The Down Side of Life

Loha dearies!



What's worth living in life?
Phase of life:
1: childhood = no freedom (under the supervision of adults) + sleep + eat + no worries + happy each day having the the thoughts that mum/dad/whoever are gonna get us the toys/whatever we wished for, be it birthday, christmas or any other festive seasons = COOL
2: adolescent: eager for freedom + not sleeping and eating well + not happy each day + no worries about study + happy go lucky + a lot of thinking (relationship?) = WHAT IS LIFE?
3: teenage: get part of freedom + worries for studies (well, not really) + broke each day (insufficient allowances) + PONTENG! + movies + shopping + food + traveling = LIKE A BOSS
4: adulthood: pain in the arse + pain in the arse + pain in the arse + pain in the arse


well yeah, FML. maybe yours too? *evil grins*


Went to a very "tense" interview this evening.
Outcome? Interview sucks!
The problem with me?
I take things too easily.
Too happy go lucky perhaps.

This is bad. This is so so bad.
I broke down immediately I got into the carpark.
Cried my heart out..
Sorry Mr. E that I did not reply your messages. I know that you're worried.
But you're @#$%^%$# miles away from me.
And I don't want you to lose your concentration.
I just... sob!


Wanted to call someone and talk to.
But I didn't call Er Jie.
I didn't call mummy.
I didn't call anyone else.
I called DellynnLim the Kuen.


She was so nervous and worried when she heard my voice..
I couldn't help but to sob even LOOUUDDEERRR...!
Then I tried to story..
In the end, she "CHEY" me. =.="
Thank you for your existence as my sister.
God created a special and wonderful bonding between us.
You know how much I love you right? =))


The main thing about the interview wasn't how unprepared or bad I did.
It was... I think I did not do well up to the expectations of mummy's. =(


#Contents above were written yesterday (12/04/13)



That was half of my day yesterday.
I enjoyed my "alone" time in Starbucks typing all these till the "old man" came to me.
As usual, adults always late for appointment.
I seriously cannot brain it cannot understand why.

We dine in here. 

A German restaurant located in The Curve. 

We spent the whole night talking.

Back to old times like I was having my industrial training in POK, he taught/told me about lots of stuffs. 

Be it work, people, entertainment, marriage, and life. 

This Mr. Alex and Abang Koon played a very important role during my training period. 

Lord knows how much they managed to influence/inspire me. 

C'est La Vie =D 

Headed to Movida, Sunway Giza after that. 

That was practically my first drinking session with old folks. 

I felt so old.. =.=" 

Mr. E, I'm sorry that I had that "kind" of thinking that I told you last night (or this morning to be exact).

That was what I encountered in the previous thingy. 

I'm sorry ='(

The most comforting part after last night's incident was that, Thank God I had Mr. E's baby second baby third baby (cause first and second baby are real babies) with me. 

Driving this and listening to CD1 comforts me alot.. 

Thank you third baby =))

Basically that sums up my day, how bout yours? 

:: regards ::

Rae

ps: Its finally Saturday. Counting down to another plus minus 30 hours. *neck also long liao*

Be it what you want

人活着,就是犯践
总是喜欢胡思乱想,结果独个儿烦恼
何苦呢?

Ignorance is bliss.
How to stop the brain from functioning?
In need of ranting...!



:: rae ::

Cross-influence

Whatever that happened, they happened for a reason.
Smile because it happened =)


Have been driving up and down Setapak throughout the semester.
I.... fall in love with driving.
Thanks to mummy to have bought me the new phone with data.
It has brought me to many new places.
I can now go to places on my own! *Loud applause!* Teehee!


Ever since the breakup, I thought that I will not be able to go to new places/areas already.
Because.. he was the one who brought me to all the places that I have never been to...
Well, it proved me wrong then.
Everything turned out to be surprisingly inspiring and interesting ever since! =D


I have met people who are willing to shower me with unconditional love.
I'm glad to have met Er Jie.
She's just like a second DellynnLim the Kuen to me.
We can click so well at the speed of light!
And and and....

She gave me this for Christmas! 

Even though we were still not very close that time.. 

Its not how much this watch is worth that matters.

It's the "heart" that matters... 

God knows how much I appreciate it. 

Love it with every single bits of mine =)

Told mummy that I bought Jamie Oliver's cookbook this morning.
And I handed her the book.
Asked her to "study" it.
Then cook for me.
Know what she answered?

She said:"why do I need to see it? I'm no longer responsible to cook for you. 

Mr. E will be responsible already."

I was...

S

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What happened to my mummy? 

How can she talk like that =.="

 Dear Mr. E,


As promised =)

Now, let the fungus "grows" =) 

Back to my title of the day.
Cross-influence.
Coupling = cross-influencing each other each day.
Be it your interest, hobbies, or everything good and bad, he'll have a little bit of yours and you'll have a little bit of his whether you like it or not.

My third copy of my FYP. 

It's pain in the arse. 

Hopefully this is my final copy. 

I've used a book of papers just for it. Damn! =.=" 

Can't wait to celebrate Er Jie's belated birthday with her tomorrow. 

My OreoCheeseCake! *droooollllsss!!*

So long my diet plan =| 

Mr. E, you don't have to bring PRADA or iPad or anything expensive from there. 

I'm not short of anything. I'm only short of kah-ching $$$. 

So, to make things worthwhile, sponsor me in our trip next month kay? 

The effort would highly be appreciated =P

I MEAN IT MR. E! =PP

Joke of the day:

Mummy sms-ed the fat bro:"where are you?"

Fat bro messaged back:"in the car"

I really ROFL! Cheers peeps! 

Good night! 

:: regards ::

Rae

ps: I miss ya Mr. E. =) 

Pain in the Arse

The weather is killing me.
I'm slowly melting...
How nice if I could be with Mr. E now in the cold.
We're like.. 10k miles away from each other!

Never imagined that we would be so far apart thou.
The furthest distance I thought we would be is 300 miles.
Its... INTERESTING =)


FYP?  [checked]
Plant design II?  [checked]

All that's left?
1. FYP presentation
2. Food processing presentation


I'm kinda occupied for the week even though Mr. E is not around.
Have to go to campus tomorrow. Then dinner with "someone"
Have to go for 2nd interview on the next. Then shopping. Then dinner with another  "someone"
Friday....
Saturday... Shopping and makan date with another "someone"
Sunday... Mr. E's arrival =)




Is it me being limited of ideas or info to be shared?
Or is it that I'm just not in the mood for blogging?


To wrap it all up, I'M NOT READY TO GET INTO THE SOCIETY.

Take good care of yourself. 

Remember the Prada that you promised. =P

Weather, please be a little kinder and loving. 

Transfer some cold from your place please Mr. E. 

:: regards ::

RAe

Week 12 of the Final Semester

Marry Me by Jam Hsiao

Its really nice.
Everyone choose the path of life that they think is right for them.

Mine? Its the road usually taken.
Its already beginning of the month of April.
Its just slightly more than a month to go till the completion of my degree life.
Towards the adventure that I will be heading to in the mid of May.
Right after the last final exam that I will be taking.

Looking back at 2012.
I was being shredded hard. And awfully.
It is now still unbelievable.
For someone who was once so close and so real to me to have betrayed me.
And the butterflies I have after breakup?
They are "ehem". Indeed, I still have market. Surprisingly!
Rachel Ngiam, way to go! =)

They were still like a dream to me.
What a good actor some people can be!
It was just the morning that he hugged me and said sorry and stuffs.
And it was then the afternoon he becomes a complete stranger to me.
That's how scary a man could be.

Thanks for betrayal, I'm currently phobia to trust. To relationships perhaps?
Thank you Mr. E for the effort paid to comfort me to gain my trust.
Thank you for the lectures taught and time spent to everybody else.
Thank you for all the paid trips and meals people.
Heheheh.

Lessons are learnt =D
I'm now closer to my coursemates.
Which is somewhat an awesome feeling.
I'm glad. I'm elated.

Now I get to spend more time reading.
More time to spend with my family.
More time to meet and talk with different people.
But lesser time for dramas. =.="

Regards,

:: rae ::

with love

ps: The best is yet to come =)

January 2013

The beginning of the year was definitely interesting.
Life is definitely like a roller coaster.

There are ups and downs in life.
Mine? Perfecto!

Nah, imperfections are what that makes life even more beautiful and interesting =)

In order to stay in love, be lovable.


Its fate that the scary ones did what he did to me.
Well, thanks to him, according to Mr. E. herh.


Final semester is a pain in the arse.
But I'm appreciating and enjoying much that I get to spend time at home.
More time with people. The coursemates, the freakoz and the gang.
For this, I thank him for what he did. Else, I would not be who I am today =D
I would not know how much people around me care about me.
Even the least expected ones.
I didn't know that they concern about me that much. Like effin seriously.

Everything do happen for a reason.


The dates to remember Rachel Ngiam:

5th January 2013.
12th January 2013.
19th January 2013.
8th March 2013.
9th March 2013.
23rd March 2013.


Hey Mum, sorry that I need to loan that much from you.
I'm a pain in the ass daughter.
But I'll make sure everything pays off in the near future.
I don't wanna end my final semester, I don't wanna work.
But I can't wait for the adventure!


Life is full of unexpectedness. It's what that makes you worth living =)

Your shame. My dream.



:: regards ::



Rae


ps: The baby horsey. The baby mickey mouse =)