The Mirror

Mr E likes this song!
Hahahah! No doubt, I like this song also.
It's stupid but I like the rhythm and the lyrics makes you want to just laugh!
Just like, THE FOX - YLVIS.


I just noted that Ylvis they actually have other songs.
One of them is called Stonehenge.
Listen to the song yourself and be inspired by the lyrics! LOL!!



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I wanted to watch The Internship so badly!
I wanted to have sashimi so badly!
I wanted to travel so badly!
Could I possibly elope to Bangkok for 3-4 nights in November?
I just want some shopping?
Could I do that?
Possible?




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How could someone tickle my nose and ears during my sleep?
I was sleeping so soundly and there's fingers annoying me.
What the hell?
And guess what?
I have some snoring as my alarm now! HAHAHAHHA


So annoying that I just wanna throw my phone away!
Gosh.




Time to call it Wednesday!
Gonna go out for some appointment then go home! =P





:: regards ::



RAe




PS : I regret taking the exam for this coming Saturday. FML!!!!!

The Mind

The laziness strikes and I just wanna lay low, continue laying on my bed.
Doing nothing else, but pampering.
Pampering and more pampering.


Yes. I enjoy slacking doing nothing.


I did nothing much productive for the day.
And I was just browsing through the pictures on my hard disk.
I was actually looking back at those pictures on the places I went together with the villain.
Well, they were indeed precious moments spent.
Those were memories.

Well, I'm not really sure if you love me or love me not.

But I pretty love myself. 

I just love being me. 

Like effin seriously okay!

Checking on the calendar, oh man! It's less than 3 hours to 22nd September, the 1 year anniversary! 

Oh well, time flies. 

It feels like it was only yesterday that I was being bullied so badly. 

I cried, I mourned, I yell, I sobbed. 

All that I had done was only spending my time on the bed, crying myself to sleep. 

Awake, tried to bite a little, but I had no appetite at all then continue crying and then sleep. 

I was only texting and calling people so that they could talk to me. 

Trying to get an answer as to what had happened. 

The most irony part was, I was still trying to find excuses for the villain. 

Lord knows how much of pain that I have been through. 

My family, my relatives, my friends, those who really loves me, but I made them through a pretty bad heart ache. 

But, there's where I found true loves that was being showered by the people around me. 

DellynnLim the Kuen hugged and cried together with me so badly. 

That she even felt reluctant to leave Peninsular, worrying that I couldn't get myself back.

The real friends that have so much faith in me that they stayed by my side through the thick and thin. 

I truly appreciate them all. 

I love LeeMunMun as well. 

Its amazing how could she mean so much to me. 

And that I actually spent my days and nights to make a video for her. 

I was viewing it just now, all I can say is that, technology has been advanced! LOL

Relationships? Herh. 

:: regards ::

Rae

PS: Happy 1st year anniversary Rachel Ngiam. You have made it through. Stronger and wiser =) 

The Wednesday

JJ Lin - He is my idol for a reason.

Still, love. him.




I.am.so.heated.up.that.I.have.no.mood.for.everything.else.







#takemeaway




:: regards ::



RAE

The Move

I was humming this song so suddenly while I was lying on my bed, wandering around.
It was so sudden that immediately, I google-ed it.
As usual, it brings back ol-good memories.



It's pretty funny that there was this soft voice whispering by my ears last night.
Whenever Mr. E is not around, I will definitely have more time on my own.
Pretty weird is that I actually enjoy having my own sweet time.
He was so busy that we could hardly communicate these days.
I feel that I'm pretty much disconnected with him thou.. =.="
I enjoy my time being alone, but somehow, sometimes the "alone" moments are a little too much.
Well, I understand that he's at "work".
But I would just really want to make some little fuss and then to make him "entertain" me a little?
I didn't mean to lead to any big arguments or sort of things.



It's only 4 working days this week! With my snaking skill, it'll only be 2 days working day!
Do I have to be so anaconda!?
Damn!



What is my real interest? =|





:: regards ::



Rae



PS: Can't wait to step into ChinaHouse this weekend! Fawesome Tiramisu and Chocolate something, I'm coming! I don't care, I just wanna be in ChinaHouse!


PSS: It's good to dream, but you have to go back to reality, to finish what you need to, in order to do what you want to!

The Exclusive

I was so honored that I was able to be attend an inspiring talk by Nick Vujicic the man without limbs, which was being organised by DUMC.

Of course, the deeds that you do now determines your future.

Which is why I managed to get the tickets actually. 

I believe that the way you treat people in the present is the way you will get it back in the future. 

I was pretty pretty lucky. 

To be able to witness how the man without limbs talking and moving around in front of me.

I saw it with my own naked eyes.

Immediately, I was being touched. 

I was amazed. 

I could even cry just by seeing him, without having him talking. 

I had the urge to really go up the stage and then just give him a hug.

But no, I didn't. 

The irony of life is that, you would always do things the way your mind wants you to instead of the heart. 

He gives hope to other people through his story. 

How could someone be so mighty? So selfless? 

There's always Something More...! 

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Here I am, stranded in the middle of nowhere trying to reach out for something which seems to be out of reach....

It's...

It's still there... 

I never had to worry about the unforeseeable future. 

The roads ahead used to be bright and clear. 

But somehow they are now all scattered. 

All I can think of is that, would I be afford for all that I wish for? 

The usual ones. 

I would love to rant. 

Please. and. Thank. You! 

In need of some inspirations....

Good night peeps!

:: regards ::

Rae 

PS: I made snow skin mooncake today! And, my fingers are so rough now thanks to the cheapo hand wash my aunt bought. =.="

PSS: Time flies so fast and it's almost 22nd September already. No matter how much the wound has recovered, the scar will always be there. Continual usage of Bio-oil could help? =/

The Big Day

With the big title and the video title, you think that I'm getting in white?


Nah, it's just that, again, I listen to the YouTube mix while working on my spreadsheets.
This song got my attention again. =)


The Canon in D part, the rhythm, Shane's voice, everything blends in so well and nice =)

As long as I live, I love you

People around me have been talking about relationship, marriage and stuffs.
My utarians and colleagues.


Different people do have different perceptions about marriage.
My concept about marriage is very much different from the previous years.
But, with Jim mentioning about pre-wedding photoshoots that day in Instanbul, it does attracts me a little.

Be amazed with Istanbul, Jim's choice =)

My pick =D 

I have always been admiring this. All of my life. 

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Well, I had a very packed weekend.
Busy with movie, shopping, convocation, and makan trip with my family.

I'm glad that Mr. E could blend along.
Thank you Mr. E for all the effort paid.
I appreciate them loads.

You really did made me a happy happy girl Mr. E.

Thank you very much! =) 

Thank you Lil Stitch for have been through all the ups and downs together with me when my tiger was away! =D

You're definitely one such awesome person on Earth, things will be better for the both of us. 

Oh ya! I thank God for that I managed to get the tickets to see Nick Vujicic. 

He's one such amazing person!

I can't wait to be inspired by him. 

More surprises coming up ahead.

All you have to do is just gear up yourself and be prepared to accept the challenges ahead with opened arms. 

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I'm glad enough to say that I am now one step closer to my colleagues and that I have less hesitation towards what I am heading to. 

Thank you for the love and patience showered willingly. 

Thank you! 

I'm truly blessed! 

All you have to do each day before sleep is to be thankful!! =D

Have an awesome weekend ahead peeps! 

Life's too short to mourn about! 

:: regards ::

RAe

PS: I love being me! =D 

The Dream Maker

Mr. E's favourite?

Relationship talks about cross influence.
LAdadidadadi.


Have you ever...
Have you ever....?

Have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry?
Have you ever needed something so bad you can't sleep at night?
Have you ever tried to find the words but they don't come out right?


It's August!!
And that I'm getting my third salary soon!
Oh my God. Time really flies.
It flies so fast that I couldn't even get myself armed for the upcoming battle ahead.


Oooppsss! Do I have a battle?
Erm. Yes and No.
I don't really have a battleground that I need to face them all alone.
Plus, the battle that I would be facing will definitely push me through my limits and Hola!
New limits!


Daw...




Talking about battleground.
I watched "Unbeatable" already.
The sound of silence is definitely a very great soundtrack.
So great that it is able to implant so many thoughtful ideas into your head and to have some nostalgic moments.
It brought me back to old times, looking through the things that have been done.



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It's my convocation day tomorrow, 24th August 2013.
I can finally get to meet up with my fellow friends!
Awww I miss them so much.



I remember that I used to say that my uni friends are not "my friends".
They are so far apart from me.
And that we have different mindset.
But, I am glad to have found a bunch of young minds that are so thoughtful and smart!
They are definitely a bunch of friends to die for!
What's with the description?


HAHAHAHA.



Oh ya, I had buffet lunch with a very very old friend few days ago.
Ms.Khoo.
Well, things are never the same ever since the breakup between me and the second Ex.
We used to be the trio, I never have to fake in front them.
I can just be myself.
Of course, I was so different when I was still in a relationship with him.
And now, when I am no longer with him, Ms. Khoo claimed that I'm very different.
Have I been the real me when I was with him?
Or is it now the real me?


Between the two of us, me and Ms. Khoo, we have not been seeing each others so often as before.
Many reasons why.
I have my busy schedule and dating schedule, she has hers as well.
So yeah, eventually.
Even though that we seldom talk or chat over the phone now and then, we can still talk comfortably when we're together.
Again, I gossiped last few days when we were talking.
HAHAHAH.



Of course I felt so bad for being bad mouthed about others.
But that's why I do for "living". LOL.


Ignore me okay. =P





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AAaahhhh....!! I am so happy that I have free Imax 2D tickets for Elysium for tonight!
Couple seat some more!
Wooohoooo!

Yeehaaaw!!!

I am so thrilled.
I get very happy these days.
I got free Baskin Robbins Lava Ice Cream from colleague yesterday.
I got free BurgerLab lunch from boss on the day before.
And now I got free movie tickets for tonight.
Awww... Don't I love being me? =DD




Mr. E, I want unicorn for convo!!
Unicorn unicorn!




Gonna hunt for new shoes for convo tomorrow.
I'm such a last minute person. =O

Have a great weekend ahead kay! =)





:: regards ::





RAe