Monday, April 28, 2014

The Wall




Many things that happened recently got me into thinking.
Am I someone who will get married?


I definitely do not want to be like a friend of mine.
The only thing that is left in her mind is only the boyfriend, fiance, husband and my closest of family.

I do not know about her.
Besides the closest of family, I still have family.

Friends that are as close as your family.
The people which are irreplaceable.
It made me thought of who I used to be.
Who I was.
I would even not be close to my own mum because of that boyfriend.


As for now, if you ask me about getting married, it really got me thinking.
Am I someone supposed to get married?



I feel like I wanna stick with my mum for the rest of my life.


Am I suitable to get married in that sense? How about my boyfriend's parents?
What about them?


It's really a dilemma that I'm having within.



Well, besides the thinking part, I'm so busy with life.


Life is pretty much contented for me.


Paid short vacation to Mactan Island. Hmmm. ObamaNotBad.
Self-paid vacation to Tawau and Mataking, hmmm! Goood! ;)



Has been spoken to colleagues that are going for vacation with their girlfriends.
Usual conversation that will come up are, paying for their girlfriends.


Great! Awesome! I told them as usual, find me a boyfriend that will sponsor my everything!


And then... Here it goes... The same ol'stories... yada yaddaa yaadaaa...




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Time flies so effing fast and we're already a quarter of bidding goodbye to April 2014.

Achievement so far?

Yeah! At least I have been to overseas, another chop on my passport =)


The dream of leaving my footprints on 10 countries by the age of 25.

Would it be possible? Hmmm...!
Com'on boss, send me to oversea for training!!!



Life's....? Couldn't be more awesome.

Fully occupied with things around me.
I rarely have the time to slack and mingle at home! Imagine that!
Hmmm!



There were so many inspirations that were running through my head but when it comes to this platform, HOLA! Everything that was planned and arranged disappear.



The power of my pea brain.


Yeah.



Till then, I bid you good night =)



:: regards ::



RAe



PS: In need of slumber...!