I Wanna Grow Old With You

This song always mean so much to me.
I ain't sure whether I dedicated this song to my ex before or not.
But it doesn't matter anymore cause I ain't the one who gave up the relationship.

And now, I would like to dedicate this song to Mr. E.
There has always been arguments/disagreements between us.
To be honest, there are times whereby I thought of giving up the relationship.
I thought that we could not work out...
Maybe because of the maturity that Mr. E is currently having, he did make some sense.


I once read an article. It was about the conversation between a monk and a lady who betrayed her husband.

The lady claimed that she doesn't love the husband anymore, and madly in love with another man.
She asked the monk what is she supposed to do.
The monk said, divorce with your husband if you do not love him anymore and be with the other man.
But one question, are you perfectly sure that you love the other man, and think that he is the one?
Without a second thought, she said yes.

The monk asked, didn't you think that your husband was the one and that's why you married him?
She kept silence.

The monk then asked her to look at 3 pieces of lighted candles, which is the brightest?
She said she doesn't know, it all looks the same.
Particular 1 piece of lighted candle was brought nearer to her eyes, and that piece was the brightest she said.
Then, that candle was brought back into its original position.
She said she is unsure which is the brightest again.

The morale of the story is.
3 pieces of lighted candle, if you think A is the brightest, then it's the brightest.
It is all depends on your focus and thinking.
Back to her story, she thinks that she loves the other man so much and he was the one.
If she wants to love her husband, she wouldn't think that she loves the other man.
It all depends whether you "want" or don't want.



29/6/2013

The day Mr. E puts on his usual attire for wedding photoshoot.
It feels kinda nostalgic seeing him with that outfit.
That particular jeans.
And that particular shirt.
It brought me back to the day I first met him.

On the 5/1/2013

I would not forget how it went on.
I just arrived at the workshop.
I was afraid and nervous.
I just want to be alone to calm myself down.
But this particular Mr. E "keeps on" talking to me.
HAHAHAH.


At that moment, I whispered to myself "Can't you just leave me alone?!"
So funny. So silly.
And today, he revolves as a part of my life now.
How mysterious life could be?




We skipped our usual Friday night Movie session yesterday night.
And we went to Paradigm to "chase" artists.
Mr. E is a super fan for Cheung ChiLam.
So, being a super good girlfriend.
I off work at around 4pm and headed home to get some rest.
Because, I need to "chase star" later in the evening.
HAHAHA.



So, I was "paid" to do the "chasing", instead of with cash, I was being paid with food. =|


We dined in at this Paradise Dynasty which is famous for the Xiao Long Bao.

Their famous pork mee suah. 

*thumbs up!*

I love the pork! =D 

I don't know whether this should be taken together with rice or is it an appetizer or something.

I find it nice actually. 

A combination of salted egg with century egg and everything nice (which I do not know what).

Something interesting.

Definitely worth trying =) 

Shui Jian Bao (Bun fried in water).

I feel that the filling is a little too little. 

It'll be better if there is more filling. 

The famous colorful Xiao Long Bao.

I thought that only Dragon-I is famous with Xiao Long Bao.

Well, I thought wrong. 

This is quite good as well.

Different color actually represents different flavors.

Here you go! 

A list of flavors according to the colors.

The pink one should go last cause its spicy! 

Quite spicy actually. 

Even Mr. E the hot stuff lover also claimed that it was spicy.

So, it's not really my problem! =D

Just by looking at him, he can literally makes you laugh.

Joker face? =P

The image of him driving off this evening still fresh in my head.

My thought at that moment was, "How can someone be so LengChai?".

Just another pretty boy! HAHAHAH. 

I enjoyed my dinner.

To be exact, I enjoyed my Friday night without movie.

How about you? 

Today is rather lonesome though cause Mr. E is out for wedding shoots. 

So yeah. 

Catching up with an old time English Drama - Lost. 

I really watched till kinda lost previously. 

Something I hanged up doing previously, and now I'm trying to finish them up.

Almost finishing Season 5 already. 

Come on Lost! I'm gonna conquer you soon!!! 

Have a great night ahead people. 

Good night! 

:: regards ::

Rae

Ps: Should I go to Taiwan? I'm kinda phobia to that place! =| 

Picture To Burn

I'm a fan of Taylor Swift, and I listen to every songs of hers.
I've known this song for like, years?
But, until today only I listened to the lyrics!!

Okay I'm slow.
Heck.


You're just another picture to burn! =P



Bought the flight tickets like finally.
Can't wait to escape from Msia once again!
This time around, girls rule!


As what I posted last night, almost the people in the whole company took off to Korea for company trip.
Too bad that I only joined them for like, less than a month, I couldn't get to join.
There are only 3 of us now in the office.
One pregnant lady and one male which is still under probation, that's why.
My schedule for today would definitely be, online in the office for 2-3 hours (now).
Then head off to KLCC and then back home.
So... not... like... working.
I definitely do not feel that I'm working.


But people here, they are starting to stress upon me already.
The perks? Company trip to New Zealand next year.
Seriously, I doubt if I could stay here till the company trip comes by.
It's definitely not difficult to learn about all the sales products.
I'm fortunate enough that I can still understand the things and how the stuffs work.
Sales part? As what my colleague said, it's all about networking and socializing.
Will I be able to get things done?


Honestly? I am starting to admire you Mr. E.
Your ability is definitely beyond my imagination.
No doubt that there are some down part, but the way you tried to inspire me and stuff.
You've done your job, not excellent, but well enough for me to be proud of you.
Baby, you can spend your every weekend with things that you love (I'm talking about Wedding Photography, not TV!), you have my absolute support. =)
Thank you for your effort =)

Project C 

Definitely, I heart the title. 

The car? 

Nope, I don't like the design.

But I am definitely amazed with the specs.

Truly inspiring. 

I am never an engine lover, I never admire things like this.

For me, they are only freakin machines. 

Time to open myself a little more perhaps? 

13th July is the day and I'm feeling nervous for it. 

I can hardly believe that I actually want to nail it so badly! 

13th July, would I be able to conquer you that day? 

Oh dear God, please be with me... 

Hometown. 

I never know how it feels like. 

Cause I'm never far from home.. 

No doubt that I've been to Kampar once in a while last time. 

But, the longest period I be there is only like, 1-2 weeks? 

I don't think it counts thou. 

Speaking of which, do I really have the "feel" of balik hometown with Mr. E? 

Previously yes. 

Now? Not really. 

I wonder if I would have the "feel" of going back to his hometown together with him in the future... 

Kind of like immune to it already? Or that there would not be a "need" to.

It's.. I really do not know. 

Just got to know about this song.
Highway Don't Care by Tim McGraw ft. Taylor Swift.

It's definitely the voice of my heart.
Ever since the breakup in the previous relationship.
I fell in love with driving, especially on the highway.
I love the peace of mind along the way, just drive and then listen to songs.
It really helped me think alot.
Questions have to be produced in order to have the path of your life determined.
You might be amazed with your own capability.
You might be doing things beyond your own limits, without you realizing.


If I am given a chance, I wish to be able to drive, away from home.
A long journey.
I had a dream, a dream of driving, just drive and pull over at anywhere you want.
For food, for stay, for just basically anything.
But of course, I want to have a companion doing all that "first time" experience together with me.
Let's wait to see if there is an opportunity for it.
Drive to Terengganu maybe? Or maybe to the North?
Like what Jeremy did last year?
Gosh, I enjoyed the long journey seriously.
Jeremy Liang, when can we do that again!?


Talking about Jeremy Liang, he said that he would not bring me for trips anymore cause I already have a boyfriend now. Boyfriend can bring.
What kind of brother is this?
Why can't I just enjoy both?


HUMAN NATURE.
Couldn't get enough.


Alright. Time to go back to work.
I have only an hour left to stay in the office.
Time to behave.


HAHAHAHAH.




:: regards ::



Rae



ps: I'm broke. In need of Kah-Ching!

Company Trip

Semua orang in the office pergi company trip.
Me?

I slack in office with another 2 staffs.

I'll come into office in my usual timing, around 9.30am.

And leave at 3pm.


HOW?!

Slack lorh... =D



:: regards ::



Rae


ps: KLCC shopping tomorrow? =)

Great Ocean Road

The day whereby it was only us, alone. 

Nobody else but us... 

And the car, the beautiful scenery, food, and photo taking =) 

Departed after having hotdog at our favourite place, SnagStand located at the Melbourne Central. 

Well before that, of course we went to collect our car at Hertz =D 

We booked a Toyota Yaris, but it was indeed a lucky day, 

we had a free upgrade to Volkswagen Golf TSI turbo! =D

Thrilled! 

Driving in the Melbourne city is a hectic thing to do... 

The "hook" turn is a pain in the arse like effin seriously. 

Thank God I wasn't the one driving. =P

We made it through the windy roads along the Great Ocean Road. 

But, I was being "attacked" during the journey. 

Yes, I vomited =.=" 

Too windy okay! 

The scenery along the way was definitely breathtaking. 

Thank God that I had someone to share the awesome moment with =D

Too bad we didn't manage to see the sunset that day.

The sunset too early during the winter.. =( 

We checked in, then went to the supermarket and get some supplies for supper.

Shops close very early too, around 7pm. 

Yes, I was afraid that I'll get hungry during the night and craves for food.

Its very torturing that when you know that you're traveling but no food can be eaten.

What's the point of traveling then? It's to ENJOY! 

We headed a Spanish restaurant recommended by our stay's owner.

Luckily we stayed around the town area. =D

TAPAS!! =D

Definitely my first try =) 

The portions are kinda small and pricey, 

but 

trust me. 

It's worth the price. 

So, we had quite a fine dining that night. 

Enjoyed ourselves much! =))

Seriously, I forgot what is it called.

Some kind of alcohol.

Well.. yeah =P

Tapas #1

Pork ribs. 

*If I'm not mistaken, that's what you get when you leave things overdue for too long!*

Tapas #2

It was definitely an expensive dinner. 

Thank you Mr. E for the accompaniment. 

And thank you for the dinner? =P 

It was very dark when we finished our dinner. 

The whole place was dark, we could only go back to our stay...

Our entertainment that night at around 8pm? 

This! 

Pink Moscato

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&

&

TV!! 

Mr. E's favourite =.=" 

The awesome-est thing about our stay was, there is a heater in every mattress.

It was a 4 mattress's room,

so there were 4!! 

How awesome! 

The 12 Apostles - Breathtaking moments we had. 

Mr. E =)) 

Can we go back there 10 years later? 

:: regards ::

Rae

ps: Life's great =D

Moments in Life

Have you ever wonder what is "life" all about? 

Life after study = work

Life after work? 

NEVER. 

For some people who are fortunate enough, they might be retiring earlier, seeing the world.

For those who are less fortunate? 

They probably have to work even after the age of retirement. 

Unfair? 

That strongly depends on how you value your "life" =) 

Speaking of which, there is somebody I met recently that talks about "suffering".

You work, you suffer. 

You eat, you suffer. 

You attach, you suffer.

You marry, you suffer. 

You have children, you suffer. 

Basically, everything also cause you to suffer. 

So why suffer? 

Hell yeah, that guy is some sort of "weirdo" I guess that he finds no meaning about "life".

According to him, no matter what, you suffer, why create even more sufferings? 

Well, there are some points which he is right. 

But that's the point of "life" isn't it? 

Life ain't no life without "suffering".

Well, I'm one of a kind who likes to suffer I guess. 

Cause I still wanna be in love.

Cause I still want to have a family.

And eventually, children of my own. 

So, SUFFER. =)

For me, Life is about picking up the pieces, creating memories. 

Of course, there will be both good and bad times, but that's what that value who and what you are. 

Bumpy, wavy roads mold you into...

somewhat a better/wiser person. 

Aren't they? 

I have been torn apart badly last year. 

For now, I still go back to the scattered moments once in a while. 

Basically, they are not so scattered I would say. 

Hard times are always the most significant times in you. 

And eventually you have a tough time forgetting them. 

Hell yeah. 

Mr. E, I would like to thank you for your existence. 

Something I never imagined that would happen. 

I never thought that such a thing would actually happen until it happened to me. 

I am indeed a very stubborn and bad tempered person. 

And you're such a patient person. 

Macam no temper at all. 

*Well I hope, you can always tolerate with my temper..* 

No doubt that I can get frustrated easily, but I forgive easily. 

Please continue tolerating with me Mr. E. =D 

I want to take pictures with this "curled up" thingy! 

Me want me want! 

Can I? =| 

*I don't know who are the three girls, try google. Maybe it knows =D*

My working life is somewhat bearable. 

Lots of things to learn and to catch up with. 

I do think that this company is wasting money paying me salary. 

HAHAHA. 

Do I see my future in this? 

I really do not know. I would still like to explore. =) 

Many things might not make sense and come to place at this moment of time, 

but they will eventually fall in place... 

All you need is "time" =) 

:: regards ::

RAe

ps: I always WhatsApp, Facebook, OnlineShopping and Blog in the office. *Yawn* 

pss: I wish you well =D 

Human Nature

The Laziness Strikes


Hola people! Here comes Friday! =D

Best day of the week.
It has been a movie date night for both me and Mr.E for weeks.
But its sad that we are not able to carry out the usual Friday night routine tonight.
Plainly because he is currently a sick cat.
Poor thing.


This particular work week has been normal.
I slack as usual.
This is the company's culture I guess.
I slack even more and ignited the laziness in me so badly.

Gah!


The flexibility given by this company like no others has been very nice to me.
I love it no doubtly, causing me to slack even more.

Usual working hour is 8.30am to 5.30pm.
But I reach my work place everyday at around 9.30am and sometimes I reach home at 5.30pm itself.
There was once the earliest, 4.30pm!!! AAaahahhhhh!!!

The people in this company are nice.
But will I stay put in this company for long?

That's definitely a question mark.
I don't even know whether I want this.
I actually opt to have a discipline and routined kind of life.
But too bad, it turned out to be not that discipline.

There are both good and bad, I have more time for myself and the people around.
But, it's like, I don't have much OHM! =.="

Hell yeah, WHAT DO I WANT?



Plan to watch Man of Steel has been delayed =(
*Baby please do get well soon!*



Again, we are but humans.
We never get enough, never get satisfied.
The only way you can be satisfied is that, be thankful for that you can open your eyes each day to see the world. =)





:: regards ::



RAe




ps: Can anyone be self-less?

In Time

11th June 2013

It has been roughly a month since I last blogged.
Just before I leave to the land of Kangaroos and Koala.
I was excited and yet, afraid of the trip.

Well, I was lucky enough to have a cousin staying over there in Melby.
And, the location that he is currently staying at, is right in the city.
The most wondrous, happening area.

It was in Swanston street. For a less than 10mins walk (my pace), you can be right at the city centre already.
Besides, the tram is just 2mins away from the place he is staying.

JUST HOW AWESOME IS THAT?!

I didn't fully utilize my time when I was there thou.
I slept at around 12-2am each day, thanks to the time difference between Melby and Msia.
I had to stay up late just to have some talking with Mr. E.

The best thing was, we argued even when we are in the different time zone.
We did that when he was in UK as well.
He stayed long hours in Starbucks just to get wifi and then viber argue with me.

HELL YEAH.



Mr. E....
He is so so so unique.
The cuteness.
Of course, pain-in-arse most of the time! =/


The lonely 1 week over there in Melby was so pathetic.
Eeeerrrrr.... It was not pathetic and lonely at all I would say.
I spent most of the time walking, seeing things alone.
Thank God I had cellular data over there, and that's why I could share each and every moment with Mr. E.
I enjoy seeing things alone.
Shopping alone.
Walking alone.
Taking pictures and eating alone.
Forget about eating alone, I don't really enjoy that.
I enjoy having hot chocolate and coffee! They were awesome =)


I slept till like... 10/11am each day, had my brekkie.
And then I start walking down the street each day.
Have lunch in between.
Walk.
Eat.
Shop.
Chat.
And keep walking.
And keep eating.
And keep shopping.
Certain things are so cheap you just can't resist to buy.
And you'll end up buying more.
The funny thing is, Mr. E got a bit mad that I couldn't stop buying.
But know what he said when we are back in Msia?
Mr. E:" We should have buy more hor, macam not enough..."

Hell yeah.
Males vs. Females.
C'est La Vie!



Basically, I covered Melby city. Everything covered. Erm, 90% I would say =D
Teehee!


Glad that Mr. E joined me for the 2nd week over there.
Covered everything that he preferred.
Too bad he didn't have much time over there in Melby cause we had to fly to Adelaide.
For Adelaide, sigh. We didn't have much time over there as well.
I didn't manage to cover all the attractions.
But, we had fun indeed.


Especially the cockles catching!
We had so much fun by the beach in the super cold effin windy kind of weather!
We were like back to childhood.
Just keep digging and then hoola! There you go! Your cockles!! =D


Mr. E was cute.
Indeed, he is cute all the time =)
The never-give-up spirit that he had during that moment, it melts me so much that I could have been blown away by the super strong wind.
Okay. It sounds pretty outaway! LOL


The cockles were so fresh and nice!
And it tastes even better just the thought that "it was all our effort".


Oh ya, and so I met Mr.E's friend, Sheng Yee and the boyfie, Pick Juan.
Cute couple =)
They are nice people, so cute! =D


Well, I had fun in both Melby and Adelaide.
Of course, the best was when we were in Great Ocean Road.
The "bonding" moment.
The "weather".
The "candle-light dinner".
The "Golf".




Further elaboration next time around cause I am now blogging in the office.
=O =O =O
All in all, I had a wonderous full stop towards both my "graduation" and "pattorlogy" trip.


Thank you for everything that you have done for me.
Looking forward to more of your cooking kay =D





:: regards ::



Rae




ps: Seriously, I heart you Mr. E despite the fact that we have many disagreements or different opinions "all the time". Just so you know, I have your back. Just like your continuous support for me ever since the first day I know you =*

pss: Things will make sense, maybe not now.. but eventually =D