Monday, September 15, 2014

The Try-out



Every songs by Colbie Caillat are reminders...



The wedding dress

The whole world is getting married.
AHA! 


The first thing that pop out in my mind: SO EARLY?! ?



Nah, it's too mainstream. =P 
Some people can really spend over few hundred K's just to get married.
From the wedding dresses to the shoes. 
Then pre-weddings in overseas.

Then? 
Garden ROM.. Actual day.. Wedding dinner.. 
The photography.. videography.. 
Not to miss, the wedding ring? and the proposal ring? 
Aren't they supposed to be the same? 


Of course, the honeymoon, just before the honeymoon, the proposal! 

Some people don't even have the chance to fill up the stomach, 3 times a day. 
Worst still, some people are diagnosed with some diseases, causing difficulty to enjoy life, even worst, don't even have the ability to take care of themselves.


Could you simply understand how they feel? 
They tried so hard to be normal person... 
To eat normally and especially not to be dependent. 

Do they even have the option? 
It's so unfair... 


I know, you're definitely gonna mumble that yet, I go for holidays. 
The last trip was... 
Philippines in April. 
Eh no, Sabah.. But that wasn't overseas! 


Counting down to 2months from now!! 
I need A SUPER LONG BREAK.


Yeah. I definitely miss Aussie much.. 
Honestly, I am figuring if I could make it happen to migrate to Aussie. 
Probably stay with Nick when he has a house there. 
Then I could just be a parasite there? Hehehe.


Such a dreamer. 
I just wanna live I'm living. 


How would you define your life? 
Are you living when you're still breathing? 


What do you want in life? 
What would you want to achieve so that when you look back in your past, 
you would say: I can't believe I did that! Instead of, I wish I did that...! 



I'm still living in my comfort zone. 
Being able to stay at home for such a long time ever since I start working is splendid.
It's bless. 


Time to seek out for MORE in life.. 


Are you literally living?



:: regards ::


Rae


PS: 60 days to liberty! =D