The Eve

New love song of the year!
So sweeeeetttt!! ccwwhhheeettt....!!!
Another song that will make you feel like you wanna get married.


There's always some songs that will make you feel like marrying.
Want to be in the white dress so badly!!!!






This would be it.
Hahahaha!!!
You know what?
I used to imagine myself and everyone I love suit up for my big day and this song is being played.


Well yeah, silly me!


Now?

It's not that I have the wish to be in the white dress no more. =)


There's so many other things in life that you need to catch up with besides all the little white thing! =D




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It's the night of Christmas again.
The time of the year, the season of greetings!!!



I have always have a wish,
I wish to kiss with my beloved under the mistletoe,
in the snow.



Awwww.... Isn't it sweet? =P




Speaking about sweetness, isn't it sweet to have someone who would loves you unconditionally?
There is always someone who will be there for me.
Someone knowing that he himself is not good enough, willing to work extra hard to give me all that I wish for.
Someone knowing that he has different levels of education and background, and yet, willing to be there for me no matter what.
Why would such loving people exists?


Too bad I prefer not to hurt people so kind...
I'll be cursed.... =((



Would someone I love heartily do all these for me....?




Dreams remain dreams.




:: regards ::


RAe





PS: Merry Merry Christmas people. Have an awesome one =)

The Will

If someone could have sing this song to me,
even though it is not meant for me..
Even just the feel of it, I am willing to do anything! Just Anything!!


Too bad I couldn't get a high quality version in the YouTube.
So sorry for that.


Looking back at time.
My aunt showed me the will my uncle did few years back.
The feeling was...


It's so sweet and deary..
What could make someone willingly make a will, just to give you all that he/she once had?
Where does the generosity comes from?

Will I have that "one day"?


Hmmmm...


It really caught me thinking..
Isn't that something really meaningful and touched that money couldn't buy?



I once told someone that I would say yes to a proposal if one particular song was played during the proposal.
I once said that, but for now, I can't even remember what song was that?
Hmmm. It really got me thinking.
All that I could remember is that, it's a female singer.
What a joke Rachel Ngiam. You can't even remember what you said before.
Or so to say, what you've once promised! LOL!




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Seeing this, YEAP! I went for the Extreme Challenge in Bukit Cahaya, Shah Alam with 2 rascals! 

These 2 were not in my life for the past 22 years. 

Only this year that they exist. 

I experienced the flying fox. 

The tubings.

The IDoNotKnowWhatAreTheNamesOfTheChallenges.

Okay. 

I am happily saying that, 

I have been through there. 

Done that! =D 

對一個人說「再見」，

或是絕決的說出「不想再見面了」這樣的話，

都不是困難的事。

然而，在心中與一個人真正告別，

卻是很不容易的。

告別之後，悲傷也變得平靜了，

可以繼續走下去。

告別，是必要的。

Seeing this. 

Ah hah! You're right! 

I've got myself a haircut! 

The oh-so-long hair have been with me ever since secondary school.

I have no guts to chop them off! 

Of course, the friend used to not allowing me to cut my hair. 

He likes them to be long. 

So eventually I have to follow his "advice".

Bah~ Not to blame him la. 

I didn't have the guts also.

But seriously. 

I do personally think that they are not short enough? 

Whatcha think? ;)

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I found my love back for JJ Lin.

I have the urge to see his concert.

Hmmmm.

I have been planted my love him for in my deep heart core when I was with the friend.

He doesn't like him.

He thinks that he's sissy with the voice that he's having.

Oh com'on! 

That's the voice I love! 

That's the voice that made him unique. 

I was so dumb that I thought heeding his "likes" would be better for the relationship and eventually, 

I stopped listening to his songs.

Until recently, whereby JJ will be here for a concert. 

I start YouTubing his songs. 

Looking at the dusty albums of his at the corner of the shelf, it teared me apart. 

I hid all that I wanted and all that I loved for the friend whom does not worth a cent. 

What a joke. 

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For what I am today, 

I love my family and friends that believed me with the ridiculous story that started ever since 19th November 2012. 

Time flies and Christmas in on the way! 

It's gonna be the second Christmas without the friend. 

I'm actually looking forward to it! 

Er Jie existed last year and made my Christmas filled with so much of love. 

She gave me a lovely watch that I could never asked for.

It's irreplaceable. 

Well as for this year, Mr. E is with me.

He's a belated Christmas pressie from 2012 and early Christmas pressie in 2013.

Can't wait for the family gathering! 

Can't wait for the laughter and fun! 

Another year older, but a lot more wiser. 

LOL - Lots of Love! hugs and kisses! XOXO

:: regards ::

RAE

PS: I want pressie!! I want to experience the feel of unwrapping!!! =O