Your Man

First heard this song in Bali.
Thanks to the driver I had, I was being updated in the music industry that time. Heh~

The Gitgit waterfall. 

I thought I have all my photos deleted. 

But thank God I have one last copy of my photos in Bali saved in my ext. hard disk. 

My personal photoshooting moments in overseas by the ex. 

Herh. 

I have always wanted to have a photographer as a boyfriend so that I can have a copy of memories. 

Flash back moments. 

Not sure if Mr. E is the fated ones, but, he is a photographer, kononnya. 

hahaha! 

Mr. E, you photographer eh? =P 

Enough of flashing back moments.
Went out for a usual outing with Er Jie.
Meeting her is a weekly routine work.
Oh DellynnLim the Kuen, I miss you much.
How nice if I can meet you weekly as my routine as well?
Lord knows how much I appreciate these two sisters.



As usual, she brought me to new places.
This time round, we went to Publika.
The place I had the pork feast with Mr. E last weekend =)

Need no more of descriptions, 

A Korean Cafe. 

NAMOO! ddaaawww~

I'll never forget the name.

Sweet Potato Latte.

Oh sweetness! 

It tates more like milk with bits of sweet potatoes to me. 

Snowflake Sik Hae. 

Some sort of Barley to me. Herh.

Bibi Rice Burger. 

The recommended ones. 

Interesting =)

Garlic Bulgogi Rice. 

Very strong beef taste.

Not a choice for a non-Beef likers.

Me? I'm closer to a MPK now already. 

Getting myself ready to become a MPK officially =O

The forever with-the-phone Er Jie. 

Sigh. =P

Then we had this super recommended dessert as well. 

The King's Bing Soo. 

obamanotbad.jpg =)

So this is yours truly =) 

It was another awesome chatting session I had with her. 

Mr. E, when are you going to bring me to Plan B for coffee session? 

And when will I be having my sashimi? 

Teehee! 

I've gained so much weight that I wanna die crying. 

Non-stop eating high carbo food. =(( 

Saturday is another "bonding" moment with Mr. E then my another interview session on Sunday.

Friday night? Movie night =) 

It has been a routine for the past few weeks. Thanks to CitiBank.

CitiBank, thanks for your prompt reply towards my complaint, continual support to you then. =) 

:: regards ::

Rae 

ps: sleeping God intruded my week. I have been sleeping so much that I almost forget I have finals coming up soon! So soon! Sleeping God, please intrude someone else for a month. Thank you.

pss: #15daystoliberty# =D

Lines

There has always been a story from this song.
There is always a different feeling if you listen it at different moments.
Just how strong will the message be from a love song..

Yay! I have the complete set for collection =) 

There has always been a "history" with BubbaGump. 

Just so you know.. 

Found this piece of mine. 

It is hardly being used ever since I have my iPhone. 

Good ol memories eh? 

Its a gift from the ex. 

Herh.

Well, I tried to make Bailey-Tiramisu as promised Mr. E. =)

There is no reason why I made it.

Just because I wanted to. 

Taste not bad. 

Just that I'm afraid of the texture. 

Or so to say, the structure as it is not "gelatinized" 

So yeah.

There is still room for improvement =)

Thank you Mr. E for the Bailey thou. Heheh =D

Hello there! 

My name is Lil Stitch! 

Have a great weekend ahead kay! =D 

So yeah. 

Yours truly with Mr. E.

He is like... younger than me eh? 

Macam budak saje. Ish! =P

From Hitz. fm today: Pick up lines and romantic lines. What is the line that won you over? 

Mine?

Pick up line: That's awesome! 

Romantic line: I wanna be the father of your child lady. 

So yeah. Spent the day and night with few coursemates last night. It was an enjoyable one indeed. Thank you Mr. E for vacant out your night with us. Merci Beaucop! =)

Gonna spend another night in #Publika again! 2 nights in a week! 

I like #Publika thou. =) 

It's Thursday peeps! 

Counting down to Friday and the weekend! 

:: regards ::

Rae

ps: Perhaps, I'm too good at complaining? =) 

I'll Be Missing You

For each day being a brand new day, there are definitely some songs that bring back good ol memories.

This fawesome chocolate is so fawesome that it melts in your mouth so awesomely. 

Okay I'm practically out of words for usage that's why I repeated with the same word. 

Time to read back "dictionary" 

And then this.

Sadly that its only available in the UK. 

So gonna ask the buddy to buy them for me to stockup.

itssocheapthatyoucanjustshoutout.

SHUT UP AND TAKE MY MONEY! =O 

I'm such a spoilt brat =.="

This is shhooo pwwwweeettyyyy! 

I always like watches. 

But I am not greedy. 

One classic ones is enough to do all the works. 

Unlike Mr. E, such a spoilt brat! tsk tsk tsk. 

I practically spent my Tuesday doing nothing lying down at home the whole afternoon.

Time of the month killed me so badly this afternoon I wanted to die. =.="

Ffk-ed Er Jie for another time. I feel so bad. 

By right, I'm going to have sashimi for dinner! screw menstruation! 

Why on Earth that we females need to have menstrual cycle! Make it once a year lar! =.=" 

This is such an awesome invention! 

Brava for the inventor! 

No matter how old are you, never stop reading. 

Reading is so important.

Be it fictions or non-fictions, just never stop reading. 

You might not know when it will come in handy! 

I "heart" spending time at home. 

Not sure how much longer will I be staying at home. 

I'm all ready to move out from home. Be it for work or for anything else.

For now, I only want to spend time at home.

Slack. Eat. Sleep. Raise your voice. 

No matter what it will be, enjoy it to the max. 

I'm fortunate enough that Mr. E will not be away for the weekend for photoshooting. 

Sad in a way that he will not not get to have enough practices. 

Happy that I will get to spend the weekend with him. 

Away for 3 days in the weekend is torturing okay. 

Especially when I will not be able to spend time with him during the next and following weekend. 

We will only spend weekend together with each other from 18th onward. Arrhh 

Well, my life isn't just about Mr. E of course. 

So gonna spend the following week with DellynnLim The Kuen! =D 

Can't wait for you to come out Sister! =)) 

:: regards ::

RAe

ps: made the 1st attempt of Tiramisu cake. Hope it turns out alright =)

pss: #18daystoliberty# 

The End =)

Hola! It's week 15 of the Semester!
Glad that I'm done with FYP presentation.
Not perfect. But, it's over! =)

Herh. I love my "pasar malam" RayBan =P

As promised, Mr. E brought me to Publika kononnya for celebrating the end FYP presentation.
He knows that I was very anxious about it.
Thank you =)

So, we celebrated it with a very non-HALAL way.

The pork ribs look fawesome. 

Too bad it's only the 2 of us. 

Else, that's definitely gonna appear in the order list! 

Pork Chop something. 

Raddish + Mashed Potato = Obamanotbad.jpg =)

Salad. 

With roasted pork with bacon with chicken BREAST. 

with some balsamic vinegar = very surprisingly nice =) 

Thanks to this man. 

I now tried many different kind of food. 

He's MPK. Cause he basically eats everything. 

Hmmm. I start to miss sashimi. 

Time to have some sashimi next? =PP

I enjoy having every food session with this fei chai. 

Fei chai, make sure you earn enough to fill my expensive tummy kay? 

(In terms of quality) 

=D

I do believe that you will =) 

Just when I thought I would be free for 2 weeks before the final exams come, I thought wrong. 

I always get busier when I do not have to go for class. 

11th May 2013 is drawing near.... 

Time flies.. 

Can't wait to see this kind of view with my own eyes. 

The sunrise. 

and 

The sunset. 

Every man's life is the same. 

The only difference is how different you want yours to be? 

Mine? 

I only want to see with my own eyes. 

Experiencing the different paths and lives others are having. 

The road less taken. 

I don't need to be filthy rich. 

I just want adventures and explorations. 

I want a getaway in 5 years. 

A considerably long ones. 

Long enough to live in their pace of life. 

Mr. E, Merci Beaucop. =) 

Mr. E,

Thank you for all the effort paid to draw my attention and interest. 

Thank you for all the effort paid trying to smooth up the roads ahead us. 

Thank you for wanting to go see part of the world with me so badly. 

Thank you for bringing me to places I have never been before. 

Thank you for wanting me to try food and stuffs that I have never tried. 

Thank you for thinking of me and missing me even when you're in the other half of the Earth. 

Practically, 

I have to thank the workshop for the opportunity of meeting someone so "abusive"

and

the opportunity to have hospital as my second home, visiting it at least twice a week. 

Hell yeah. 

Life is full of the unexpectedness.

Cheers peeps! 

:: regards ::

Rae

ps: #19daystoliberty#

random

I was browsing through my facebook messages and bumped into this.

Nah. I almost forgot about the existence of this man.

Well, not really. 

He was a reminder.

I mean. He is a reminder.

Remind me of an awful man.

I forgot what we talked about that's why I clicked into it. I find it funny btw. 

Why such people exist? 

Hmmm. What a successful man he is going to be someday. His dad must be proud... 

 

Well yeah. 

That was the kind of man I dated.

And the fun part, I knew him for more than 10 years.

Awesome eh?

Surrounding friends are scary.

Make sure you seal yourself up.

Just a random one.

Presentation tomorrow!! I'm afraid of Dr. Sim for god knows why. 

Thank Mr. E for the support and upcoming publika treat. =)

 Just want this to end!! 

Yyeeeaaahhhh!!!

:: regards ::

RAe

Reality?

Overhead this song in the movie The Lady.
Oh this reminds me great old times.
Still remember how it feels when I first played it.
I remember that Ms. Alice tried to train me well enough to be able to play it for her wedding.
Too bad, I wasn't able to do that.
I quit much earlier before her wedding day.
Excuses were made of course.
All in all, whatever that you wanna do, it deals with the "Heart".
It matters a lot whether you have the soul or will to do a thing.



Be it a big influential or a small matter, its still the "Heart" that matters.
And with the "Heart", it brought me back to how my ex said when he insisted on a breakup.
He said that he didn't have the "heart" or "will" to even try to carry on with me anymore.
It was a scary and strong word.
That was the fatal word.


Ever since, I promised myself that I will do anything that I have decided from the beginning till the end.
For it must be a reason why I made the particular decision in the beginning.
Have it faded or whatever reason, never said sorry or give up before you even try.
#pink - try#



Spent my last Saturday with Sorpor. As usual, there was never "silence" when she's around.
I never seen such people so chicken backside seriously.
She can make fun and jokes on and on.
Oh my.


Wanted to go Sumi-Ka with her actually.
Then I told her wait till I start working.
Till then.


I can definitely foresee that I will be so much broke than now after I start working.
Oh my oh my!

With this glass of smooties, 

I've completed my collection! *waytogo!*

Raspberries something.

Well, not important. 

Lalala~

Had this Shrimper's Heaven

+

The Chocolate Thingy 

Well, that was it. 

I never knew that her stomach became so small until that day. 

She used to have the doubled amount of what I usually have! 

But still, she gained much weight compared to last time. 

Well sorpor, I support you in whatever that you do! 

July is a celebration month. 

Can't wait for that =) 

I'm sorry Mr. E that I made you mad on the day you come back. Gomen. 

It was not supposed to be that way...
Well it definitely meant that we should sort things out in a correct manner and double confirm to make things straight out to the point.
There are still room for improvement. =)

Times are hard. 

And many things are not according to the way we want/wish it to be. 

But with your "maturity", I'm sure that we can sort things out the way we want it to be, beautifully and accordingly. Yes? 

=) 

No doubt that there are still uneasiness in me with your "matter".. 

As you said, let time do the talking? 

*hugsandkisses*

Surprises from UK. 

This. 

and

This. 

Hell yeah, in your dreams. 

Instead of that, I've got..........

This! 

A hug-able-sized stitch. 

I was surprised. 

Out of expectations of course.

I thought that it would only be London air like effin seriously. 

Thank you Mr. E! =))

2 presentations for the week then I'm done! 

Hooola! 

Hell yeah. =.=" 

One more music to end up the day.




:: regards ::



Rae



Ps: Becareful what you wish for. It might just come true =O

Pss: #25daystoliberty#

For the First Time

Everything that we're encountering each day, It's a God's Test.
The only thing that you can do is to go through each day with both determinations and courage.
Smile.. because things happen for a reason.


May is drawing near.
Congratulations Rachel Ngiam.
Your FYP presentation has been brought forward.
On this coming Friday.
God knows how much I'm afraid of Dr. Sim.
Well, have to do "extra" preparations then.


The Script, still the best! FTW!! =P


Times are hard, and its making us crazy.
But don't give up on me baby..




:: regards ::



RAe




ps: I'm in love with driving. Can I go for a long road trip?

The Down Side of Life

Loha dearies!



What's worth living in life?
Phase of life:
1: childhood = no freedom (under the supervision of adults) + sleep + eat + no worries + happy each day having the the thoughts that mum/dad/whoever are gonna get us the toys/whatever we wished for, be it birthday, christmas or any other festive seasons = COOL
2: adolescent: eager for freedom + not sleeping and eating well + not happy each day + no worries about study + happy go lucky + a lot of thinking (relationship?) = WHAT IS LIFE?
3: teenage: get part of freedom + worries for studies (well, not really) + broke each day (insufficient allowances) + PONTENG! + movies + shopping + food + traveling = LIKE A BOSS
4: adulthood: pain in the arse + pain in the arse + pain in the arse + pain in the arse


well yeah, FML. maybe yours too? *evil grins*


Went to a very "tense" interview this evening.
Outcome? Interview sucks!
The problem with me?
I take things too easily.
Too happy go lucky perhaps.

This is bad. This is so so bad.
I broke down immediately I got into the carpark.
Cried my heart out..
Sorry Mr. E that I did not reply your messages. I know that you're worried.
But you're @#$%^%$# miles away from me.
And I don't want you to lose your concentration.
I just... sob!


Wanted to call someone and talk to.
But I didn't call Er Jie.
I didn't call mummy.
I didn't call anyone else.
I called DellynnLim the Kuen.


She was so nervous and worried when she heard my voice..
I couldn't help but to sob even LOOUUDDEERRR...!
Then I tried to story..
In the end, she "CHEY" me. =.="
Thank you for your existence as my sister.
God created a special and wonderful bonding between us.
You know how much I love you right? =))


The main thing about the interview wasn't how unprepared or bad I did.
It was... I think I did not do well up to the expectations of mummy's. =(


#Contents above were written yesterday (12/04/13)



That was half of my day yesterday.
I enjoyed my "alone" time in Starbucks typing all these till the "old man" came to me.
As usual, adults always late for appointment.
I seriously cannot brain it cannot understand why.

We dine in here. 

A German restaurant located in The Curve. 

We spent the whole night talking.

Back to old times like I was having my industrial training in POK, he taught/told me about lots of stuffs. 

Be it work, people, entertainment, marriage, and life. 

This Mr. Alex and Abang Koon played a very important role during my training period. 

Lord knows how much they managed to influence/inspire me. 

C'est La Vie =D 

Headed to Movida, Sunway Giza after that. 

That was practically my first drinking session with old folks. 

I felt so old.. =.=" 

Mr. E, I'm sorry that I had that "kind" of thinking that I told you last night (or this morning to be exact).

That was what I encountered in the previous thingy. 

I'm sorry ='(

The most comforting part after last night's incident was that, Thank God I had Mr. E's baby second baby third baby (cause first and second baby are real babies) with me. 

Driving this and listening to CD1 comforts me alot.. 

Thank you third baby =))

Basically that sums up my day, how bout yours? 

:: regards ::

Rae

ps: Its finally Saturday. Counting down to another plus minus 30 hours. *neck also long liao*

Be it what you want

人活着,就是犯践
总是喜欢胡思乱想,结果独个儿烦恼
何苦呢?

Ignorance is bliss.
How to stop the brain from functioning?
In need of ranting...!



:: rae ::

Cross-influence

Whatever that happened, they happened for a reason.
Smile because it happened =)


Have been driving up and down Setapak throughout the semester.
I.... fall in love with driving.
Thanks to mummy to have bought me the new phone with data.
It has brought me to many new places.
I can now go to places on my own! *Loud applause!* Teehee!


Ever since the breakup, I thought that I will not be able to go to new places/areas already.
Because.. he was the one who brought me to all the places that I have never been to...
Well, it proved me wrong then.
Everything turned out to be surprisingly inspiring and interesting ever since! =D


I have met people who are willing to shower me with unconditional love.
I'm glad to have met Er Jie.
She's just like a second DellynnLim the Kuen to me.
We can click so well at the speed of light!
And and and....

She gave me this for Christmas! 

Even though we were still not very close that time.. 

Its not how much this watch is worth that matters.

It's the "heart" that matters... 

God knows how much I appreciate it. 

Love it with every single bits of mine =)

Told mummy that I bought Jamie Oliver's cookbook this morning.
And I handed her the book.
Asked her to "study" it.
Then cook for me.
Know what she answered?

She said:"why do I need to see it? I'm no longer responsible to cook for you. 

Mr. E will be responsible already."

I was...

S

W

E

A

T

I

N

G

!

! 

What happened to my mummy? 

How can she talk like that =.="

 Dear Mr. E,


As promised =)

Now, let the fungus "grows" =) 

Back to my title of the day.
Cross-influence.
Coupling = cross-influencing each other each day.
Be it your interest, hobbies, or everything good and bad, he'll have a little bit of yours and you'll have a little bit of his whether you like it or not.

My third copy of my FYP. 

It's pain in the arse. 

Hopefully this is my final copy. 

I've used a book of papers just for it. Damn! =.=" 

Can't wait to celebrate Er Jie's belated birthday with her tomorrow. 

My OreoCheeseCake! *droooollllsss!!*

So long my diet plan =| 

Mr. E, you don't have to bring PRADA or iPad or anything expensive from there. 

I'm not short of anything. I'm only short of kah-ching $$$. 

So, to make things worthwhile, sponsor me in our trip next month kay? 

The effort would highly be appreciated =P

I MEAN IT MR. E! =PP

Joke of the day:

Mummy sms-ed the fat bro:"where are you?"

Fat bro messaged back:"in the car"

I really ROFL! Cheers peeps! 

Good night! 

:: regards ::

Rae

ps: I miss ya Mr. E. =) 

Pain in the Arse

The weather is killing me.
I'm slowly melting...
How nice if I could be with Mr. E now in the cold.
We're like.. 10k miles away from each other!

Never imagined that we would be so far apart thou.
The furthest distance I thought we would be is 300 miles.
Its... INTERESTING =)


FYP?  [checked]
Plant design II?  [checked]

All that's left?
1. FYP presentation
2. Food processing presentation


I'm kinda occupied for the week even though Mr. E is not around.
Have to go to campus tomorrow. Then dinner with "someone"
Have to go for 2nd interview on the next. Then shopping. Then dinner with another  "someone"
Friday....
Saturday... Shopping and makan date with another "someone"
Sunday... Mr. E's arrival =)




Is it me being limited of ideas or info to be shared?
Or is it that I'm just not in the mood for blogging?


To wrap it all up, I'M NOT READY TO GET INTO THE SOCIETY.

Take good care of yourself. 

Remember the Prada that you promised. =P

Weather, please be a little kinder and loving. 

Transfer some cold from your place please Mr. E. 

:: regards ::

RAe

Week 12 of the Final Semester

Marry Me by Jam Hsiao

Its really nice.
Everyone choose the path of life that they think is right for them.

Mine? Its the road usually taken.
Its already beginning of the month of April.
Its just slightly more than a month to go till the completion of my degree life.
Towards the adventure that I will be heading to in the mid of May.
Right after the last final exam that I will be taking.

Looking back at 2012.
I was being shredded hard. And awfully.
It is now still unbelievable.
For someone who was once so close and so real to me to have betrayed me.
And the butterflies I have after breakup?
They are "ehem". Indeed, I still have market. Surprisingly!
Rachel Ngiam, way to go! =)

They were still like a dream to me.
What a good actor some people can be!
It was just the morning that he hugged me and said sorry and stuffs.
And it was then the afternoon he becomes a complete stranger to me.
That's how scary a man could be.

Thanks for betrayal, I'm currently phobia to trust. To relationships perhaps?
Thank you Mr. E for the effort paid to comfort me to gain my trust.
Thank you for the lectures taught and time spent to everybody else.
Thank you for all the paid trips and meals people.
Heheheh.

Lessons are learnt =D
I'm now closer to my coursemates.
Which is somewhat an awesome feeling.
I'm glad. I'm elated.

Now I get to spend more time reading.
More time to spend with my family.
More time to meet and talk with different people.
But lesser time for dramas. =.="

Regards,

:: rae ::

with love

ps: The best is yet to come =)